Fainted

Fainted

by ash of wrath ~ Friday, June 10, 2011

and when I tweeted "rasa nak pengsan tengok muka Ammar". he's the one who I actually mean

meet! my so-called crush, Wan Muhammad Ammar

age : nearly 6 months *kot

THIS IS MY COUSIN

comel kaaaan?

I used to have a brother named Ammar as well, but God love him more than we love him :'). So he eventually died on 27th days after he was born. Dad was so sad at that time; I can see it through his eyes. I was 9 at time; never failed to be an observer. I never touch Ammar ever since he was born until the day he died, it's because I was too scared to do so

Thank God, He give us a new Ammar :) our precious cousin.

That's it the story, bahaya sungguh alamaya, kadang-kadang cousin pun boleh jadi crush. OMG, so not cool at all~ Tapi ye lah, how can you expect people will know exactly about things you actually mean it? This is what we called; mis-understood.

After all it'd be like a crime, loving a person who is much more younger than you. *quoted: Ohitorisama. HAHA. *much more younger than you*

ber- Husnuzon lah selalu. hindari Su'zon (berprasangka buruk)

Teringat kata seorang sahabat, Su'zon ni boleh jadi atas 2 sebab:

1- When we actually did such bad thing, then people will think it in a bad way la.

2- and when surrounding kita sendiri dah boleh menimbulkan syak wasangka, jadi jangan salahkan orang 100% bila mereka berprasangka.

maka jauhi diri anda dari dicemari fitnah. *think hard

Apparently, we gigians will have our three final paper, at last! the exam suddenly come to its end. Semoga amalan amalan sunat yang kita kerjakan tak terhad setakat fatrah imtihan ni saja. Sama-sama jaga, Allah tu ada pada bila-bila masa, tiap saat, tiap ketika. Bukan masa exam je.

Kalaulah masa susah je kita nak tadah tangan, mintak itu-ini dengan Allah. Oh, it'll be so lame man! *Ingatkan diri sendiri juaa

Mungkin aku kena buat satu poster untuk ingatkan diri sendiri. Sebab kita tak boleh nak harapkan orang ingatkan kita. Sebab, kita sama-sama manusia. Kita sama-sama lupa. So perhaps, dengan poster bila terbaca, sendiri terasa.

Seriously tak sabar nak habiskan exam, so many plans right ahead.

Issue balik-tak balik jangan tanya aku, aku tak tahu. And if aku cakap aku tak balik, then suddenly aku tiba-tiba balik. Itu namanya suratan dan kebetulan. Maka terimalah dengan redha. Kerana kita selaku manusia, we plan, but Allah is the one who decide.

*Emo

Wahai tuhan, jangan Kau serahkan diriku ini kepadaku, aku tak mampu menguruskannya, dan jangan Kau serahkan diriku kepada orang lain, kerana mereka akan sia siakan aku. ameen